J was back this year. My hope is justified, I saw her again. 

This time it was more... I don't know how to say... She was

More impressive, she seemed more beautiful, I wanted to

spend more time with her. Again she didn't gave me any 

reason, but I think this time I fall in love...

Yes, I fall in love, desperately and hopelessly...

I didn't tell her anything about my feelings cause 

I don't want to screw up everything...

Don't want relation we have now to change  to bad

She lives 10,000 miles away or even more 

(when I'm thinking about distance remember

song form movie fly away home)

 

I'm living with dreams hopes... 

What else can I do?